Irrationalism

I should probably be sleeping now.
It's past my bedtime, but I'm hungry. 
So of course I have to eat.

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I was wrong I know. But can you help it? Humans are born inline with sins.
I'm a human and it's only human to commit mistakes. 
"You have a choice" 
I honestly don't have a choice, I chose a wrong option before, complicating trivial things right now. I may have a choice but either choices will hurt the both of us. What more can I do? Sulk every now and then? Ignore and pass you out every minute? Treat you like some random stranger? 

Killing myself was a better option. But that would be to absurd. 

So before I hurt everyone else, this would be the last resort I have. The only option I have.

In advance I'm sorry.

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It's a shame that it had to be this way
It's not enough to say I'm sorry
It's not enough to say I'm sorry

Maybe I'm so blind or maybe we're the same
But either way I can't breathe
Either way I can't breathe

All I had to say is goodbye
We're better off this way
We're better off this way

I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive
'Cause everything we've been through
It's everything about you

Seem to be a lie, a countless, twisted lie
That made me learn to hate you
I hate myself for letting it pass by

All I had to say is goodbye
We're better off this wayWe're better off this way
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All I had to say is goodbye
We're better off this way
We're better off this way, hey

And every, everything isn't only what it seems
So hope these words that you never told me
It's time to say goodbye, it's time to say goodbye
It's time to say goodbye, goodbye, goodbye

Take my pain away
Tell me I, tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my pain away
Tell me I, tell me I was wrong

Tell me I was wrong

Take my pain away
Tell me I, tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my pain away
Tell me I, tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Goodbye

Secondhand serenade

credits goes to:

� JOHN VESELY PUBLISHING;

Songwriters: Vesely, John Joseph;