It's Not The Same

I am here looking outside the window

letting myself to love this world’s beauty

trying to hide every single sorrow

uncertain how to and when to let go

These strange feelings the night has given me

kept me in wonder, till, I realized…

I keep missing the times that i should admit..

It’s not the same without you by my side…

Let Me Be

 

Let me cry even for awhile

For later I will fake a smile

Let me feel my emotions fly

For later I'll catch it and hide

Let me grieve for a little more

For my heart's beat has died before

Let me be Myself just today

For tomorrow I'll betray

oh please, pretty please

just once 'coz i will never be

The Way I Loved You

Loving you wasn't the easiest part of my life

yet leaving you is another..

Loving you was the most happiest moment I've had

yet leaving you would be the saddest..

Loving you every single day is the most painful days of my life

yet you never  took a glance of my feelings..

Loving you may be  the most foolish thing I've made

but that's the way i LoVed you...

The Hardest Thing in Life

I always wonder what is the most hardest thing in life....

I ask myself is it trying hard not to cry when you lost your favorite toy?

is it trying hard to be happy when your favorite dog die?

is it when you're trying to live your life when  you are abandoned by your own family...?

is it trying to forgive your bestfriend when s/he betrayed you?...

or..

is it when you're trying to move when  the person you love the most left you behind... hanging?

those were the questions that was raise in my head...

but now I understand.... that the hardest thing in life was the most simple things in people's eyes...

wanna know why???

try this....

live your life SIMPLY...

can you???

Officially Becoming a Fool

Since when did I become a fool??

wanting to see you... but can't even get near you..

wanting to hold you but can't even get to call your name..

wanting to embrace you but can't even hold you

wanting to be with you but all I can do is to took short glances of love for you..

can you see this... this happening to me... I'm officially becoming a fool....for you

you.. that can't even took a glance at my heart..

you who can't even feel the pain I'm going through...

and you who.. hurt me emotionally but yet i keep on and will keep on loving..

I'm officially a fool right now..

I Care

at certain times i told you i hate you,

there are times when i act like your the most loatheable person in the world,

there are also times when i don't return your calls or even reply a simple hello ,

but i think it's the right time to tell you

I never wanted to hurt you, I did this because it's my way of saying I care...

Alone

Neomu Apa

 

I am here caged in vain

waiting for someone to ease a little pain

How i wish it would be you

so my feelings would no longer be blue…

The Man I Prefer

If someone would ask me what I Man I prefer....

I wouldn't say a man with good looks...

I wouldn't say a man who is intelligent...

I wouldn't say a man with high status...

but instead

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.

.

.

I would say...The man I prefer is someone named.....

YOU

For I loved you the Just the way you are... and even loving you more For Whoever you are..

What I Never Wanted

I never wanted to leave you for I always want to be with you...

I never wanted to hurt you for i myself is hurting too..

I never wanted to say these words to you for I can't stand to hear it too..

I never wanted to make you hate me for i always love you....

But what can the fool me do? You won't love me the way  I love you but despite of that I always fall for you each time you reach out to me... and what hurts the most .... everytime you say that "remember I'm here for you co'z I'm you're friend..."

What Broken Hearten People Don't Know

It's not because he's your first heartbreak but because you're stupid that you gave him your all.

It's not because he stole your heart but because you let him take it along when he left.

It's not because he left you hanging but because you're the only one trying to hold onto nothing.

It's not because of him that's why you're suffering but because of you... you yourself don't want to (can't) move on; and that's a fact.

the reason why most of us end up being broken hearted and fall into deep suffering is because we ourselves don't know that were the ones whose making our lives miserable by the wrong decisions and choices that we make...

♥...Love Is...♥

A four letter word that could make or break us..

A four letter word that causes so much hormonal imbalance (LOL if you get what i mean)

A four letter word that causes our eyes to sparkle, cheeks to blush, our words to stutter, and our hearts to skip a beat...

A four letter word that can make us extremely happy and tremendouly sad...

A four letter word that can make a resort by pool of tears...

A four letter word mend a broken heart...

A four letter word that can produce a crazy person or a fool out of someone...

LASTLY....

A four letter word that even the people with the greatest brains can never resolve....